No matter what it stays the same
just a different face and a different name
I try my best to hold it in
but there's a war in me that I'll never win
Mad then sad then happy again
when will I ever be able to keep a friend?
It hurts me too, though nobody cares
because the pain I cause is too much to bare
I hold you close then push you away
the fact remains, it'll always be the same
I'd change it all if I could
I promise I'd do anything, I really would
I'm selfish, worthless, and never there
I don't fault you for hesitating to care
I wish I could warn you and say "walk away" now
but I keep praying it'll be different this time around
I'm sorry to everyone but I'm mostly disappointed in me
I let myself down, and I just cant bring myself to see
that it will never be good, I'll never be okay
I cant even make it through one solid day
Forgiveness is all I ask, I'm sorry to you all
I promise to never bring you down again when I fall
I'm sick of the negativity, but I'm meant to be alone
I've tried and tried so damn hard, but I'm on my own...
