Why am I not happy?
Why do I feel so weary?
It's the best time of my life.
But it's beginning to feel dreary.
I'm expecting a blessing.
And starting a family.
Now where do I go from here.
Is there anyone with me.
How do I put off loneliness?
Find someone who belongs here?
He never is here with me.
So alone I have to face the fears.
When do I get to live again?
When will I feel the excitement?
The kind I'm supposed too feel,
But I just can't with this torment.
My biggest fear is facing them all alone.
That is exactly what I'm doing now.
I'm facing my fears alone,
And I don't even know how.
They promised to never hurt me.
Promised to walk me through this all.
Promised to be here.
To never let me fall.
But now I'm crashing.
I falling to the deepest end of loneliness.
I'm afraid of losing the only one I truly have.
If so she will be missed.
My daughter is in a state of need.
A troubled pregnancy, I'm experiencing.
But I promise Taylor I'll fight all fears away.
I'll pull the last feather on the angels wing.
We will get through this.
You'll live your life as we expected.
I'll fight my best to save you.
Because somehow God made us connected.
