Bleeding in your name.

They all say I'm the biggest heart breaker,

That I push too hard,
And I'm taking my chances all too far.

Don't you know, I'm all broken inside?
I'm not the one you want,
No, I'm too open, too much you say.
Somehow, I'm what you wanted.
Though you play games with me.
It's draining me, I'm bleeding all too much in your pain.
I think I'm going crazy, my voice won't make the right words.

You say I'm pushing too hard, I push too far.
I'm taking my chances all too far.
I'm bleeding all in your name.
It's not who I am anymore, I'm not that.
I'm a liar, a liar I tell you and nothing will stop this pain.
Baby, don't you know I wished for you?

and you left me, almost on the side of the road like I'm nothing.

I've never cut myself this deep before, I feel dizzy.
It feels all too much, like I can't think.
And yet you say you love me.
How can you love me when you hurt me so bad?
I let you control my heart, you take it too hard and crush it.

You twisted it and now I have nothing left, I'm left here without anything to show
Nothing but scars, all up my wrists and I loved you too hard,
I pushed too hard, I took all my chances too far.
And I'll never be the same again,
Time can't take away this pain,
You cut me all too deep now I got nothing,
I'm crying, I'm sad and I'm all but anything I was before.
I'll never be that person you wanted,
I'll never meet up to you ever again and that I grieve for.
I pushed too hard, I took all my chances too far.
What did I expect?
I loved all too much,
I gave you my all, my every last ounce of love and being.
Now I'm left here swallowing away my last essence of pride and
And now I feel so numb.

Everyone says I'm so crazy,
But how can I be if this feels so real?
I feel this too much, I can't be poetic anymore.
These wounds, they bleed so viciously it's deepening my scars.
I'll never get your face out of my dreams, your voice hurts to hear.
Everytime I see you, I can't hold back these tears.
I'm losing my mind, why did you take my heart away?
I'm cold and blue, lost within this broken love.
A love you once said you wanted, now we're all lost.
I felt too much, I gave it all away.
I pushed too hard, I took my chances too far.