Lord I cry out to you, Lord I pour my heart out to you. You knew my name before I was conceived, you knew me and you approved of me. Every stumble every mistake happened for a reason to prepare me for this day.
My God my father the creator of heaven and earth you love me unconditionally, you listen to my prayers, you shelter me in my despair my savior my rock.
My mistakes did not surprise you my falls did not shake you for you knew everything about me and approved of me and took me into your arms.
You surrounded me with grace nothing I done to save myself if it wasn't for your grace I would have never experienced such amazing renewal of mind.
My rock, the reason I live. My first love, the reason for my beating heart. My king, my ruler, my everything. God you alone have authority over me Jesus you alone can judge me.
You died for me, and you took my shame my Lord carries my shame. If I ever done something to deserve to be spat on he took that for me the day he was getting crucified. If I ever done anything that I deserved to be punished for, he took that for me, if I ever done anything to deserve to be mocked, he took that on himself. But most amazingly he took my death sentence upon himself naked on the cross of salvation, he took my sins upon himself he carried my shame my heartache my lifetime of disappointments.
He took it all saved me from the sting of sin he saved me, he freed me.
My chains have been broken, my sins washed away, my Lord will lift me up on the anointed day. He will lift me and I will be in his kingdom humbled in his glorious presence finally in my father's home.
Lord I praise you I lift your name up high you walk right infront of me and your footsteps I follow with pride. I love you Jesus, my savior, I love you and I thank you for loving me so much.
For I've tried to love before but I never could, God is love, and I never had God before which means I never had love, which means if I never had love then how can I give away something that I do not have. But Father now that I know you I know what love means, I know what faithfulness means, I know what forgiveness means so I can love those who hurt me aswell as those who never done me any wrong, for what's the award for loving someone that already loves you and approves of you.
Thank you Lord for helping me write about you for defiantly I won't be able to write anything about you if your hands weren't guiding mine. Love you eternally longing to be in your kingdom serving you and only you :).
