Fickle.
constantly changing.
I unnerve myself
with my selfish thoughts
and actions; what about you?
are you as unsettled by me?
i
despise myself.
why am i
so like the one
i hate to love? is
it some bizarre turn of fate?
is
it to
teach me a
lesson? or just to
humiliate me when i comes
back around to bite me later?
