All I want
is some to understand.
someone to understand
who, and what, and why I am.
why I am this way,
so bitter and cold.
cold to the world
and to the ones i love.
to the ones i love, i pretend
i act as if i'm the same.
the same as I used to be,
carefree and optimistic.
optimistic of the future,
what it held- i was sure-
\held open arms
and safety.
safety from myself
as i tear myself apart
someone to understand
is all i wanted
