I miss you <\3

I wish for a better day.
when it doesn't hurt to look at you.
when it doesn't hurt to smile.
when i feel like theirs a real reason to live.

i wish for a night when I'm not home alone crying.
when I'm not staring at the wall only hoping he was with me.
when he's not the reason my heart is in two pieces.
when it doesn't hurt to breathe

i wish for the time when my scars are finally held.
when the razor isn't pressed against my wrist.
when i finally believe in love again.
when I'm finally happy...