Will You Think Of Me?

It's so hard to sit here like nothing at all is wrong.

It's pretty difficult to sit here alone.

All I can feel is my silence, when everyone screams my name.

In this glaring, slicing air, all I can feel is my pain.

I wonder, will you think of me?

When I fall finally.

I jumped so long ago,

It's up to you if you want to catch me.

I'm still falling, and I think the sky is crying.

What else could these dripping teardrops be?

I'm afraid, what if I breathe when I hit the ground?

I'm not sure where to land.

So will you think of me?

When I close my eyes in the rain.

Will you stop me,

When I surrender this game.

My heart stopped so long ago,

So why am I still breathing?

I stopped feeling so long ago,

So what is this feeling?

I think it's because I think of you.

I think of you as I fall,

Because even though what I said was true,

I still love you after all.

I think of you when I feel lonely,

Though that only makes it worse.

But when I think of you as I'm falling,

You make it so it doesn't hurt.

M <3z JP