Scarred For Life

School had just begun
which is when I thought it would be fun

Things were good in class
Until this one guy made a pass.

I was invited to my first frat party
We arrived semi-early because I didn 't want to be tardy

My roomies and I began to walk around
It was then I heard this blatant sound

He had called me from across the room
Then lead me to his dark room similar to a tomb.

He started off slow with a gentle kiss
His softness put me into bliss.

Things changed once he grabbed for my top
After that he was nonstop

Next my pants were ripped off
Now I knew he was a real jerk off

I screamed for him to stop this
And he replied with ---you 're gonna enjoy this---

My underwear were torn off
This is when he became rough

My hands were bond together by his
He was now in altogether

My screams of pain couldn 't be heard
That 's when everything became a blur

I still felt him inside but I couldn 't move
Cause he began into his groove

I woke up in fright
Realizing what occurred this night

As things became clearer
I went to the mirror

I didn 't know this pain would ever become true
I was raped, battered and blue.

I 've never talked about that night to anyone
Because the agony of my experience can never be undone.