Memories are always never-ending,
no matter how much i cherish; it's never - ending
feeling dim; feeling low
feeling pain; feeling nothing
never imagined going through something for which i advised to others;
pain it feels; unimaginable; uncontrollable; unbearable...
i can't rely; no i cannot
i must face alone; for alone was my doings to see this day
torturous i must name it
or mistake i should call it...
but it's nothing that i can't bear it;
one step forward is everything needed to
an unusual feeling only for those moments
for a year we've been together
and each day was special in it's own way
every time something still whispers in my mind; that there's still more to it than this friendship
i wonder...
I'm afraid...
I'm scared...
i thought;
I'll die.. if i lose out on someone like you;
but never mind.. in the end there's nothing to regret about;
but at the same time
i don't know how am i gonna feel tomorrow; Coz tomorrow is always different day
but i guess it's just one heart that beats this way,
nevertheless i think I'll wait
wait till this feelings fade away; which kept lurking around me; within my deepest shadows
i never thought that; the ring you wore; given to you by someone else would make you so happy;
that happiness; that smile; that love you had for that ring
i guess it's nothing compared to the same i gave you
the only thing hurts me to know that
time changes
but a ring would the reason for a change
is a unexpected experience for me i guess
sometimes i just can't even believe or even bear to agree..
that at the end i was all for nothing to you..
after everything we went through
after every moment; every meetings; every fun
all for nothing to you..
you didn't let me see that same smile; the same love; when i gave the same thing
you even rarely worn it
but i didn't mind
i thought; what's the worth of that gift than our love
i guess it was not that much worth to you..
or maybe i was never worth being with you at all..
it hurts me to see
it eats me from the inside to see how much now that other guy means to you in such a short while
i said I'm fine; I'll say I'm OK; I'll never show you the pain
Coz it's of no use now; Coz you'll never be the same again...
the mistake was mine; i gave into my emotions; i gave into love
i was weak,
but i must endure; i must realize that it was supposed to happen..
life will have something better in store for me;
but to live a life in pain...
is the lesson i guess I've learned along with it...