I've been building this up sense I can remember
A fake wall of happiness to mask my fears
My thoughts as cold as the nights in deep December
My wall is tall and strong from the years
It could never break the barrier I've made
It keeps the questions and concerns away
To break it down, I've never been so afraid
Stuck in it's shadows my body will decay
Climbing has never been important
No one has ever tried save me
Letting someone in is something I can't
Everyone passes and lets me be
I've been pushing people out of my life
With no one here no one can hurt me
Silence so thick I could cut with a knife
Living behind these walls is nothing but a half-life