Real friendship

I wasnt really planning to make a poem for you alone
but I just really want you to know
that after all those years I realize
Im not an easy person to be with
and to love or to care about
all those people telling me how Ive to change myself
that its not good how I am
and how I act and react sometimes
but Im just being me
what more can I be?
I feel like Ive to fight to be myself
thats not how life should feel like right?
and it may sound selfish
but I rather be myself and having no friends
than be someone Im not and have everything

But trough all the good and the bad
and trough all the pain and hate
you are still here
accepting me for who I am
loving me forever
you never really gave me up
telling me that we cant be separated
you are the one who made me see
that real friendship still exist
and that they accept you for who you are
even the bad things in you
and you told me to never give up
so Im never gonna give up

Believe me
I would doubt having friendship and being me
If you werent in my life for 5.5 years
I wanna thank you for that.