The river by where we used to live is where I visit when I feel I need an escape,
But its mostly where I go when I miss you.
It's the only place I feel closest to you when your not around because I know it's your favorite spot.
I look up to see all the stars shining bright and think about how lucky I am to have someone like you,
But mostly how much I wish you were here watching the stars with me.
When I'm with you I don't want time to run out because being with you is the best feeling possible.
Im happiest I've ever been and I can honestly say I've never felt like I do when I'm with you.
When I'm with you and we look into each others eyes it's like looking into another world.
A world full of pain due to past relationships that have broken our hearts,
But also a world filled with happiness because we know we don't want anyone else but each other.
When I'm with you and we hold hands I feel an intenseness between us and I never want to let go.
I feel like nothing could ever come between us.
I stand up and walk to the boat ramp where we would sometimes go fishing.
I could also see the swimming hole everyone would go to on those hot summer days.
I start to remember a boy who I used to see all the time there while living by the river..
Then I do remember,
and that boy was you.
Maybe thats why I feel so alive around you.
Maybe thats why I'm happiest when I'm with you.
I feel a wind and it starts to get cold so I go to sit in the car.
As I look over at the passenger seat I see that it is empty and I start to feel alone.
A tear or two starts to fall but then I remember how happy I am when I am with you.
When I'm with you and we hug it's a hug that's different from all others.
As we gently hold each other I close my eyes and start to see me and you as kids again.
I think to myself and say that we are childhood sweethearts.
When I'm with you and we kiss it's kiss that can't be compared.
It's a kiss that says I love you and want nothing but forever.
Maybe that's why I never want to lose you.
Maybe that's why I'm happiest when I'm with you.
I turn the key towards me waiting for the radio to come on.
As I start to turn the volume down I hear one of our many songs playing.
I can't help but to cry because here to listen to it with me.
Still feeling a little chilly I put on the jacket you left in the back seat.
And as I'm sitting here missing you terribly I look out the window and at the stars one more time and I see our name spelled out.
Could this be another sign of fate?
Because being with you is what I want forever.
