You knew all the stuff I held back
You knew everything I'm put threw
But you still did it
You still chose to act the way you did
Tell me
Why?
WHY?
Gawd damn, WHY!
Yeah I'm smiling
But inside I'm dying
You knew that from the start
The very start
You knew I cut
I cry
Sometimes I want to die
But you know what
There's a god up there
And he'll help me make it through