One mistake

Lately I'm so tired
I just can't take it.
this self loathing,
just can't shake it.

misplaced anger?
you bet.
but you know,
that's what I get.

I'm one big mistake,
doing nothing righgt,
one big mess up,
with no shining light.

so this I swear
with all my heart,
i will disappear
so i don't drag you down.