Would you care if i died today?
would you be affected by a bullet hole in my head?
how about a knife sticking out of my body?
would you think about what you did?
take a second look at what we had
realize that we were perfect together
nobody would have guessed it to be me
who would come to my funeral
would you show up to my grave?
no you wouldn't care
you wouldn't show up at my funeral
you would spit on my grave not bring flowers
you wouldn't yell "I'm sorry" into the wind
you would yell "thats what you deserved"
you didn't deserve someone as nice and caring as me
i didn't deserve to die
our twins didn't deserve to lose both parents
one because he up and left
the other she took her life because of him
their daughter Tyler and son Bentley both only a few months old
never knowing their real parents
never going to be able to have a true bond with their biological parents
they dont deserve to be a part of you
i raised them by myself
no calls or help
i needed the finance for them not me
you just played me until you found out you got me pregnant
you thought there was only one
nope guess what player
you will never know your beautiful children
they don't need to go through what mommy did
they deserve a happy life without your problems
you only found out i was pregnant because of the tests and pictures i gave you
the sonogram i gave you was only your son
they didn't see your daughter yet
at my funeral there will be one picture of you under the words "PLAYER, CHEATER, USER, AND LIER"
all the other pictures will be of me and our children with my friends
so when you are with that girl tonight
remember what you did to me
remember all the fun times we had
then just so you feel some of my pain remember how i died
remember who tore me down
look at my head stone an read what it says
"in loving memory of Tyler Rose Lane and Bentley Ray Lane"
do you see your name on it?
your son can have the first name you picked but not your last name
neither of them can
so how about you kill yourself and i bet nobody will care
no funeral for you
just dumped into a hole in the middle of nowhere
no one cares any more
they saw what you did to me
they saw my pain and knew how you really were
so God keep my children safe while i watch from heaven
and he burns in hell for his lies
*This poem is hurtful to write because it is all from the heart of a broken girl lost in this world of lies and betrayal*
