I can't stand the looks
but I need the pain,
The sweet release of your bite
is what keeps me sane.
I know they judge
they pretend to care,
so I strip my wrist
until its bare.
You keep me numb
in this stupid life,
everyday is a struggle
every step brings me strife.
I want to leave
rid myself of the lies,
with every thought
another part of me dies.
In a little blue bag
your hidden away,
I save the razor
until the next day.
