Why?

You steal my life away,
You steal away who I am.
I try to keep the tears at bay.
You have me scream.

I stumble, fall, and fumble.
I try not to tumble.
I fail at steering away from you
I always wonder why you.

Why is it that I've fallen,
So far away from my post.
I keep on cryin.
I am also not a very good host.

I am sorry that I can't smile
And stay for a while.
I am sorry.....