Ive been drowning my sorrows since i was 12.
ive been downing this liquor all through heaven and hell.
fumbling after my shadow im still unable to sleep.
my eyes with bags packed have been waiting for years.
im starting to to think ive dug myself in too deep.
young anarchist with no worries or fears.
dont worry, dont fear, wipe away those tears.
im here she said.
together forever so come and rest your head.
if only i knew forever meant two years and a tomorrow.
so im still here thinking as im drowning my sorrows
and downing this liquor.
blacking in and out because deep down i know that i miss her.
my soul has been lost for as long as i can remember.
since 1988, the 3rd of september.
but then i seen a glimpse of it 2 years ago on the 3rd of november.
it brought tears to my eyes.
holding my baby boy for the first time.
it was like the universe finally noticed that i was alone and needed some help.
so it reached out and gave me back a little bit of myself.
i dont need nobody else, just my son and her.
but its hard to see that working since thing between are getting worse.
is it better to keep my distance as if i never exist?
even though i so badly just want to give her a kiss.
and tell her that i love her and that nothing comes above her.
but my tongue gets tied and my thoughts get twisted
every time i try to sit her down to listen.
so i continue trying to drink myself a solution.
but im realizing that its only start to worsen.
so i gonna take a step away.
and take it day by day.
and hopefully it all falls in place.
like my hands and your waist.
my lips to your face.
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