I cry in the middle of the night, so nobody hears
I smile during the day, so nobody sees
I keep quiet, so nobody can tell I hurt
When in all reality, I'm falling apart
I stare at the sky and wonder why
I sleep to delay the pain I dream and you are there too
Yet nothing will ease this
It's sad to have to wait
I think about how long it will be and I fear who you will meet
I get scared when I think that someone can come along and replace me
Nobody knows what I feel and they never will
I was happy with you
Now that I've lost you, I just want to run to you
I want to escape this, but how
The only way nobody will allow
I hope that someday, someone will figure out how to mend my broken heart and allow you to return to me
I want joy and all I have is sorrow
My eyes turn gray and my lids start to close, the tears start to flow and now that it's gone all I can do is cry
I stare at the stars and wish you were here, then I breakdown inside because I know you can't be
Everyone has many sources of happiness, my only source is you
Now that you're gone, all I have is sadness
This could go on forever, but for now it's done
I love you and we will be together again someday, just not today
