The darkess

Alone ithe dark i'm laying down
I thought I heard a sound,
the thunder may scare men but not thee,
eternal darkness is falling there is no beauty.
Eternal darkness shall not fade so then it must be me. Every shadow. Darkened and moved over all light and beauty.
I'm shut off from the world.
Isolated in the dark.
Scared to face a new day scared a new day will never come.
Facing these fears alone in the dark
I have shut myself off from this place they call a world. The Darkness is killing me.I hate it
I want to scream my lungs out seeing the world like this makes my eyes bleed from all the pain and sorrow in this sick and twisted world.
We are all here but no one knows I'm still here in the far back corner everyone thinks it's all ok but is it really ok?
There I am all alone no one there beside me no one cares, no one knows that I've been gone for so long, no one knew I ever left.
A sudden chill and Shiver it passes behind me. I feel
Cold, as death. I am Paralyzed, Unable to move. Then everywhere, every thought, every movement is a huge blackout I can't see anything can't feel anything, where am I?
I'm stuck in this cold place alone tears rushing down my face they feel like knives cutting my face every single tear reminds me of them wondering why they all left me why am I still hereby myself, I try to leave I always come back to this dark isolated place.
I was missing and no one else cared,
help me leave, this doesn't make sense take me back now I can't win, the shadow is tearing holes inside of me, theres nowhere else to run no more sun I can't hold on .I want to stand up and let go
Another head ache ,heart break whatever I do I can't get through they come and go, here I am hoping something would change but they just left me, I am barley holding on no matter what it takes I got to get it together I need to ,but do I want to? I'm strong on the surface but not all the way through
I woke with this fear will I leave when I'm done. I hate how it sounds, this won't break your heart or anyone else's because I'm meaningless to the world why even bother?
Hello there ,it never ends where are you I'm so sorry but you never came I cannot dream tonight there's no voices anywhere where have you gone then I think who are you, are you even real ? You're already the voice inside my head.
when is it farewell there's no blood , what have I done a thousand lies of what I have become, I erased myself, I don't know your face no more, or feel the touch no more it's just a place I'm looking for .were living in a different world I don't know your thoughts anymore.
Were strangers in a different place worn out places going nowhere I want to drown my sorrow I find it hard to tell you it's a very dark world, sit and listen I'm very nervous no one knows me they all look right through me it never feels out of place did it ever get you that far.