Leathal Heart Attack

by rebekah   May 14, 2011


Hurting, Uncomfortable, upset, insane, crazy, soul suffering, frustrated in my skin alone. It's my world. Innocent but Guilty goodbye kisses BROKEN pormises a salty stream of tears lethal vicious slash caught me. Pain right in sync. It's a lie in my eyes....better poke em out. Innocent, Perfect, Jealous Guilt appeared damaticly. Physicall need, crave, want, TOTALLY Humilliated Yeah it STINGS but at least I feel SOMETHINEG.I know pretty is defined by what's on the inside I don't have it ANYWHERE. I was saved. Was I saved? I don't know. I REALLY don't know. Think how different life could be BUT it really doesn't MATTER Normal is what's normal for me, But that was before the world FRACTURED tilted off its AXIS sent it careening out of CONTROL.A SECRET want to hear think......How I'm a total WRECK AFRAID to let you NEAR ,AFRAID you'll see the real ME,AFRAID you'll see right PAST it all, I DONT know why there's just SOMETHING about you SOMTHING FRATURED,SOMTHING INJURED.I want to help heal whatever's BROKEN inside you, We had fun, For ONCE I lost track of time. I didn't feel bad being with you.

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