Taking The Plunge

Time to live

time to die

time to laugh

time to cry

i feel emotionless

i feel numb

i feel sadness

i feel succumbed

frozen heart

frozen mind

frozen lungs

frozen blind

emotions i feel

every day of my life

the only thing to hold me up

just happens to be my wife

the desicions ive made

and things ive been through

have caused scars on my legs

minus the ink, like a tattoo

anger caused by loved ones

anger caused by hurt

anger emerges often

anger i need to convert

i feel like i am falling

too early into death

holding on so tightly

until my final breath

my fingers slipping

i take the plunge

smashing onto the sharpest rocks

soaked in my blood as though a sponge

my last breath escapes my lungs

i feel my soul escaping

one last glimpse at the sky

my life, is it worth taking