She Tries

She tries 2 help me,
I push her away
I find it hard 2 make it threw everyday.
I look in the reflection in the window n wonder y I didn't take the chance 2 make things rite..

All I can think about is Wat happened that night even tho u promised it would all be alright..
I slit ma wrists 2 deal with life..
As I watch the blood flow I wonder if dis pain will show..

I slit ma wrist 1 last time really slow then I tell em all it time 2 let go...
She See's the cuts n tells me 2 go,she can't stand to look at me she thinks I'm low

I walk away this tears building up in my eyes
Now she knows I'm cutting again I hope she knows I don't wanna leave her I dont wanna die..

My pride is gone,
My life is now to
And I can't stand the thought of u..

U made me hurt her and I can never forgive u
Now I know Wat I have 2 do so here's ma last words to her"i love you I can't hurt u no more"

I look at u I pull out a gun,
Tell u its time 2 have some fun
I pull the trigger and watch Ur blood spray
Now it time 2 pay 4 Wat Ur about 2 make me do 2day....

I put it 2 my head and say goodbye 2 her she tries 2 stop me but its to late,now she is fill with anger and hate...

She picks the gun up and pulls the trigger
Now we both gone no one will care
They will for get the memories and love we shared....

By jess Bradley