Sitting here with a blade in ma hand
I feel a pain so strong
I can't let go on
I push it deep into my wrist
And watch my pain escape
I think of her and how she will feel
Is this a dream or is it real
As the blood flows
My pain shows
What can I do stop me now
I've started this rush
As I feel relieved as I watch the blood gush
The razor constantly red
Blood coved sheets
On my blood soaked bed
The tears I wish 2 shed
As I do not want her 2 know I wish I was dead
I have these thought constantly in ma head
There even there at night wen I go 2 bed
Suicide keeps calling
My body falling
mum enters my room and let out a horrifying scream hoping this is just a dream
She rushed to my body hanging from the rope
She cuts it down holding me with hope
I'm cold as ice
She wondered if I thought twice
Her shirt coved in blood from the cuts on ma wrist
She wonders why I have done this
She reads the note pined 2 my shirt
And realize I couldn't deal with dis hurt
The ghost of my room haunts
As the wind blows
The Shadow of ma body
Still hanging from the rope
Hanging limp n lifeless
As my body once was
And now all they can feel and remember is what I once was...
