I'm always such a cunt 2 her
I hurt her in every way
I see her pain everyday wen I choose the wrong things 2 say
She asks me what's wrong
I say I'm ok
But really I know she knows I'm leading her in the wrong way
I'm always so mad
Always so sad
Maybe I'm turning out just like my dad
I always snap at her
She says its ok
I'm not myself no more
I'm afraid ima hurt her even more one day
I lay with her
As she cries to sleep
I sit n listen 2 her weep
I wipe her tears and she pulls away
I think about the pain she feels and how I can't make it go away..
She says I make her happy
And I'm always there
But she dont know the secrets I can't share
My head is a mess
I can't make it rite
I really wanna cut myself
But I can't no Eva speach not 2night
I wanna make her happy
I wanna make it rite
But how can I do that if I'm not sure if we'll last threw the night
I dont wanna lose her
I dont wanna say goodbye
But what if someone Else can make her happy n can b by her side wen I'm not at night
Can I fight?
Will we b alright?
I hope so cause if we can't then I wont make it threw another night
I wanna end her pain
I wanna b there 2 keep her warm wen its pissing down rain
I wanna hold her wen she's cold
I wanna b the 1 thats by her side n b with her as we grow old
I'm not a hero
I'm not perfect
I'm not a dream
Or a fear
But I do need her here
My fear of losing her grows by the day
I can't stand 2 lose her Eva n that ladies n gentlemen is all I have 2 say...
