I'm lost without u I dunno which way to go as I watch the blood flow I try not to do it but I'm so cold inside. The day u left I did more than just cry as I think of u I feel this unbearable pain inside. I see u laying there in pain with me hoping u won't die. As the police officer approached me I knew u were gone and when he said those words I swore I would kill Sean. I push the blade deep into my wrist as I do the word suicide echos in my head that's when I know soon I will be dead. As I push deeper and deeper I'm starting to go cold all I see is black I push as hard as I can go cause I know once I go threw with it there's no going back.
