the way u protect me and look out 4 me like no other
even tho u knew i couldn't stand my mother.
U were always there 4 me wen i needed u the most
n u would always be there to save me wen i my kept smashing my head into a post.
wen i runaway 2 the coast u followed me but u were so quiet just like a ghost
u helped me threw my tough times n always tried 2 make me smile with Ur weirded out rhymes.
you had Ur own problem but u always put me 1st,
u loved and cared 4 me even wen i didn't wanna live.
you told me 2 listen 2 her and love her treat her rite and keep her safe, but i let her down and u were there 2 pick me up by being a clown.
Yu took me up town in the pouring rain you told me its okay 2 show my pain,
Yu understood me and didn't judge u told me 2 behave and not 2 run and u would always tell me that getting hurt isn't very fun.
yu taught me 2 laugh,smile and cry
yu told me not 2 be afraid 2 die
yu told me not 2 lie the truth hurts but its Betta 2 let it out the keep it locked inside till 1 day u wake up and wanna take my own life.
yu were rite till Matt called me that night i swear i wanted 2 go after u and follow u in2 the light and I'm now left here with tears 2 cry as i think about how u committed suicide.
i grab a knife and try and take my life they find me and save me this time but next time yu will with me in the place i go wen i die sorry 2 say this baby but this is my goodbye.....
