Around me, it all surrounds me
The disappointment I see, because of what I can't be
I never knew it was me, but it always has been
The hurt spreads around me, this is where it begins
It just won't end, and I can't hide
But, I'm able to pretend, to be just fine
At night, when there's no more light
It becomes war with my heart, and I lose the fight
Running away, to where I will stay
Hurt, I fear, and I start to disappear
Nothing more is left for me to feel
I lay here alone, so still
A heart broken, because of words spoken
More shattered to pieces now
I've been kicked to the ground
Voice gone, so lost, and broken down
Fading soul, all alone
Screaming for hope, but no one's home
They walk away, out of sight
Why won't they stay, because I'm not alright
Around me, it still surrounds me
The disappointment I see, because of what I won't be
I now know it's me, and always has been
The hurt has spread around me, and it will never end
