Its been so long since you've been gone
My mind tells me its time
But my heart just wont listen
I yearn to see your face
Just to know your OK
Yet when I do I can't help but turn away and cry
Because I know you'll never know
You'll never know how much I care
And how I worry about you
Wondering if you've cut yourself or if you've thought about suicide
You aren't aware that I check your websites religiously, hoping for good news
In the end this pain is mine to hold
And no amount of tears and heartache will ever bring you back to me
Because you're better without me.
And I will never hurt you again.
I wrote this about my friend who I haven't spoken to in almost 2 years. If only I could send it.
