Me, Myself, And Pain

My hate hates me back
My love destroys the world around me
The pain is listless
My pain has suffered to long but
My pain brings me affection
Eating at me much slower than the other ones
Pain gives me a chance to breath
Pain gives me a chance to see the world around me
Pain didn't hurt
It tells me lies that are meant to make me feel better
Hiding all the other emotions
That made me feel alone
If it wasn't for pain
I would be
Nothing