I ask myself everyday why i miss you the way i do? I never thought id hurt this bad but now i know that its true. You live inside of me you control every breath that i take, you have sunk into my brain and taken over every choice that i make. I love you more now then i did back then, i find myself praying for the day we together agai. Just knowing your with someone else causes internal damage to my heart, and the thought of you loving her instead of me causes my world to fall apart. I know part of the blame is mine i never denied it was true, but never did it cross my mind id be standing without you. And i know you dont have it in your heart to forgive me for what ive done, i wish i had an explination to mke it all better but truth is i have none. But still i havent learned how to move on and accept that we are throuh, i just dont know how to walk away and live my life without you.
