Losing Myself

My eyes close
im holding onto
my memories
and hatred
my slumber
all alone in my head
so silent

i cant explain the way
my tears run blood along my veins
if i let go of my pain
ill cease to be
give into the plague

war is coming
i can hear it in my heart
blood will flow
along the grounds of the innocent
i cant decieve
the darkness anymore
im letting go im losing control of myself

you beat me down
so low and now
im crying my soul
im losing control
you led me to
a place where i
cant feel my face

death is just an anesthetic
for whats to come
a body left behind with no face
feeling numb
all alone i cry here
fading into nothing
all alone i die here
dying

losing myself...