The Never Ending Battle

I cannot stay, you say too much.
You curse and burn hate in my clutch.

If I were smart, i'de walk away.
My head feels wrong, but my heart wants to stay.

All of this shit makes me sick to my tummy,
my gut is in knots, and my eyes are all runny.

You hurt me so bad, in a way I can't explain,
I wish there was a medicine specifically for this pain.

Im suffocating, I need to breathe.
Im dying now, down on my knees.

I pray in church, at home, and in bed,
but my words go right through him like nothing was said.