Shame

A room with the sun dying to bleed through closed blinds.
So lonely and cold but she is over-heated with her cries.

Sweat and tears drip down to the ground she lays.
Looking around at the tall blue walls wanting to go away.

The thought appears of never existing.
It is so strong that its nothing but wishing.

But she still believes nothing but eyes and closed doors.
Executing her trust passed out on the damp floor.

Forgiving and letting go of those she'd loved so much.
Holding all explanations of all her railroad cuts.

A girl so gullible of being once adored.
Disgusts and shames herself and needs to ignore.

There will be no more.