You were apart of my life,
However, it was only for a short time!
I loved you before we met,
My sweet baby Austin!
God blessed me with you,
Then he took you home.
What I cannot understand is,
Why you had to go so fast?
Why couldn't you just come home with us?
Why did life burden you with a defect?
That would take your life before I could give life to you.
I find myself blaming myself for what you had.
I know it was not my fault, but tell that to my heart that is crying out for my son I should still be carrying to term.
I should be going into to labor with you in June.
You should be coming home to a mother, father & an older brother.
You should not be in heaven before your parents,
But that's what happened!
I have a whole in my heart that won't be replaced
Until we meet in heaven.
