Because you're leaving

Trying to not let it get to me
The fact that you have to go,
Hiding the pain because you're leaving
But theres some things you need to know.

6 months is going to hurt
Its probably going to tear me apart,
But distance cant stop this feeling thats
pulsing through my heart.

You mean everything to me baby
Ive never felt this way,
As much as I wish on stars
I know that you cant stay.

It brings tears to my eyes knowing
you'll be gone for so long,
and I will try my best but
I don't know if I can be strong.

Its just hard knowing
I cant cuddle you all night,
I don't think I will be able to sleep
when you're not by my side.

No more waiting up late
for you to come over,
or kisses and snuggles late
at night on the sofa.

I'm scared that you wont come back
That you'll leave me here alone,
That you'll decide that you want to stay
And never come back home.

I've never felt like this,
Not one time in my life,
Until I felt your kiss.
Now I hope to be your wife.

Falling in love with an Army Boy
wasn't something I planned to do,
but now that I have I don't think
I could live my life without you. <3