Unrestrained

As I stand here,
I can feel droplets on my incongruous skin
Yet my eyes have shown no evidence of rain,
of sadness

As I stand here trying to find deeper meaning
of the connection
between my emotions and the rain
The world stops...
and it seems I no longer prevail my emotions

I now harmonize to someone Else's tune
The once contented
subsumed melody is now a
naked, deathly chant-Unrestrained by human
The more misleading it feels to be no longer in charge
The more out of place I seem to be in the
Endless disarray
called,
Life