Why does It always have to attack like this?
I hate to cry but It kills me inside every-time.
I just want us to be relived
and For the ghosts of our pasts
to leave us be
they haunt us every day
preventing our love from growing
they laugh at our expense
with no sense of regret or dignity
they rip it from our hearts
and beat us with the mistakes made
Our minds are clouded
with the previous pain
and we keep returning to the scene
of the crime with blood on our hands
theres no denying all the sorrow we're hiding
this isn't a charade its my heart
breaking all the boundaries I once had
I'm opening closed wounds
and praying that they scar and disappear
but all the pain is returning now
how can i survive, when its so daunting?
It drags me down and drowns me inside
cause I'm lacking the strength to tear it away
I whimper and cry in its path
it melts me down to childish fear
running away wont block its hits
only you and your love can weaken its defense
only you can break down its walls
making it naked to all its faults
without you here Id be locked inside its vaults
never to escape the pressure its descends
It buries me deep until I can no longer breathe
but with you here, thats all I need
