Is it so wrong

Tell me,
please,
would it be
so terrible
if I said "no"?

if I said
this life here
that I live for you
is not the one
I want?

if I said
this path is hard,
and miserable,
and not worth it,
and it sucks?

would it hurt you,
like it hurts me,
just to think about;
just to live
for you?

I don't want this life.
I don't want this place.
I don't want these people.
I don't want these Burdens.
And iI don't want you.

I want to leave,
and find my own way;
to make mistakes;
to love and lose;
and to live my life.

so will you let me?
let me leave,
be free,
mess up and get hurt;
will you let me choose?

is it so wrongg
to want these things
for me
and not for you?
is it so wrong?