I need you to understand..

...That I'm fragile..and sometimes needy..without needing..I'm confrontational..because of my illegitimate past or even future..not sure what hurts me the most..Some times..I yearn for a new beginning..because I'm not sure where the end is heading..although.. a ending is not what i want to experience..I've tried to think of a vibrant way to get you're attention..so that you can be more attentive..to US..to what we use to be and where we're going..I'm no perfect angel..far from perfection..seems as if..I'm taking a wrong..and your take a right..in another direction.and than I sometimes contradict myself..by going right..while you're going wrong..I bite my tongue at the wrong time just to reduce the chances of a confrontation..when I should ask you some unanswered questions..Like who is that? what is that? what is wrong? are you happy? do you want to be happy? and do you think happiness lies with me..or within us? because happiness isn't what it use to be if THIS is happiness..thats what I want..for you..I..and importantly US..I had no intentions to make future plans with you to only renege on what we have planned and what we will soon establish..(if you're willing)..I love you..and if my love was just an arrow..cupid would have already buried my love in pure Ecstasy..so baby.. don't stop supporting my ambitions and who I have potential to be..don't discourage me..don't discredit my character..and threaten my ego..because love..I would never do that to you..when support is needed..I'm always in you're corner..no complaints..and no explanations..and at this point..that is exactly what I need..support..my eyes are weary with pleads..if you haven't noticed lately..pleads for you to accept me..love me..support me..understand me..comfort me like times before..if this isn't a plead..than I don't know what is..I've been troubled..not only about our relationship but about my life..much is changing..and you're falling behind rather being up to date..I want you here..and I also want you there..don't follow me..walk with me.

-Love