I just want to wake up and
not want to continue sleeping
to listen to the sunrise
and not regret the shine
i want to be happy that god
let me see another day
i want to walk along the street
and not regret everyone i meet
i want to reach the bliss
that people write about
i want to seek the help
inside of self
i want happiness
completely and utterly
i want to be fulfilled
without uncertainty
i want to be thankful the years ahead
and the life i continue to lead
not cry for the issues of yesterdays
and problems that wont go away
ive never had days without sorrow
without the wishing of the end
without knowing that life is filled with misery without knowing i am different from everybody
i want to know the place i take in life
not the blockades that seem to take me down
everyday is the same strife
and it seems i have no more might
so i hold this bottle and let it bear my soul
and i want the truth to be revealed upon my gravestone
"she who lives here never lived"
and you people drew her grave
