I hate the unknown and I hate the gray area
why can't everything be in black and white
clear as day with no misunderstandings?
I have this fear, this overwhelming terrifying fear
it lives inside me each and every day
first thing to greet me in the morning
and the last thing I feel at night
I look at my life, all the things that have gone wrong
I never see my life getting better.
Why can't life give you a promise
a promise that everything's going to work out just fine
that everything will be alright?
And why can't love be guaranteed?
Why do I have to feel like no matter what my heart is going to get broken?
My heart is there for the taking
but the "unknown" won't let it go
It has a hold on my heart
and painful hold that suffocates me
and it makes for a sad lonely life
Why? That's all I want to know!
