Mind Tricks

Confused,looking for the truth,
waiting for nothing, but searching for something
take away these thoughts, whats the solution
am i the only one who ever really cared,
my motive is all but a mystery,

why the hell does it matter, all i'v ever known
is all the same, nothing will ever change-
for you for me for anyone, so save yourself,
before all is nothing, you dont even know who you are
you are nothing, and you forgot who you are

the conclusion is full, but I see it empty
what was once a happy memory, was crushed by your absense,

are you satisfied, only plague was created,
are you satisfied, i still scream for you,

i abhor you, manifesting repulsive thoughts,
your agony, is like a symphony to me,

i'v lost my head, sanity is all but an antic,
delusional thought's overwhelm me, taking control,
of what i thought, was just reality,