Why run, when you will never be free?
Why breathe, when there is no air, or its purity is stolen so you can grovel?
I wish I could have this endless bounty of energy that used to course through my veins, when I will just shut my eyes and let myself go into midnights open arms..
Kill me softly, cradle me gently. Come closer, and feed my need!
Course it through, and keep it flowing into my senses beyond and feed my monster. I crave this unfair cruelness you force me to drink!
My body begs for more salvation and song bird music that tastes delicious. . .
No! Stop this being that I fear, stop my insane animal cravings of liquid ecstasy, this red bliss, which every soul loses.
My tears sag me to the ground, groveling and crying, as another innocent being follows the Angels footprints into the gold shimmered light, as my fallen helpless soul stays here on this dim place, where light vanishes into rain, and the taste of sunlight on my tongue is not so rapturous.
May this curse end, and my will wont lose to my inner demon.
Caress me and let me die by the hand of God. I shall awaken in hell where I belong. This fallen soul of mine, cursing me, and animal, who holds the prey.
A soul in the dark and crisp sweet soprano sings to me, and croon the sirens song. The hunger that burns and weakens my whole body that belongs in the Inferno,
So please don't let me kill her innocent soul and damn her for all eternity. Please! I cradle my essence for being, as so long as her singing ceases.
My body a cage, empty, bleak, and a monster
Damn my souls, just keep her alive, and let her forget me, and move to someone who will care for her. As long as her chance to live is fulfilled.
I run out of the darkness, and out of her presence, and fade into the darkness of the silver moon. I shall now run-out of this victim world. . .surely I will be free!
