I used to have real friends in my life, people that I could be myself around. People who cared & understood & accepted. I don't know what happened, but somehow they're all gone now. Most of the time I'm okay with being so alone, but lately it's been more difficult.
A thousand tiny changes have happened along the way - just enough variation to make sure I can never keep my balance. Little by little, things have gotten more complex & more exhausting. I can't help but wonder when it'll all get easier, if it ever does.
