I am tired of making the same mistakes,
i wonder sometimes will i ever make it in the gates of heaven,
i am tired of everything going wrong i am just wondering how long until this will pass by.
everything i did is still in the atmosphere but i can hear Gods voice letting me know he was still here.
i am tired of making up lies because it's been me for a long time, but now it's time to open up my eyes and do the things that will get me the big prize!
i am tired of making excuses because i have nothing else to say but the next time i think about lying or saying something stupid, i will just pray.
you say "i love you" but you don't let it show,
i am tired of acting glad when all i really am is sad, that's what i get i guess for making my family mad.
i am tired of doing the opposite when i am suppose to do what's right. i just want my light to shine, and shine bright!
someone once told me i was stupid and i believed as long as i got a's and b's i wasn't on the d's list.
what can i say i messed up i failed i should be grateful God didn't take me away and caste me into the pits of hell.
i am trying to live right no lie... trying to build that trust back up even though it's in the dumps, it wont hurt until you give it a try if you mess up don't cry get back up and look to the sky with your head held high!!
