I Never Deserved This...

I Never Deserved This...

I still remember the day I met you,
I was walking home from school and stopped at the nearby park,
You were playing footy and I caught the ball you threw,
You came over to get it from me and we ended up talking till it was dark.

You asked to walk me home
And of course I said yes,
You held my hand the whole way there,
And before I left you kissed me goodnight.

It was wonderful, magical and everything in between,
Everything I expected my first kiss to be like
I felt like I was a queen
And you were my king.

We started going out
I was in love,
Without any doubts,
You were my angel sent from above.

The first month was perfect,
The second was great,
The third was okay,
The forth was bad
And the fifth was only getting worse.

You started to pressure me into things I didn't want,
Like sex, drugs and drinking
You turned me against my family and friends,
All I had left was you.

But you grew tired of me,
You lied,
You cheated,
You broke my heart.

I tried to run away,
But at the end of the day,
I'd always come back
Where else could I go?

I finally found the strength,
To leave,
I went back to my family
And guess what,
They did want me back
Why did I ever listen to you?

But once I was gone you wanted me back,
You'd follow me,
Send me emails,
Text me.

I went to parties
And made out with other guys to prove that we were over,
You grew angry,
I could see what I was doing to you.
I should have stopped,
But I didn't, it was my way of revenge,
Now I see that I had bitten of more than I could chew.

You followed me out into an alley
It was dark,
I didn't see you
You followed me all the way to the park,
The park where we had met.

As I stared up at the stars,
You jumped me,
As we fell I hit my head on something that was lying in a pile on the ground,
I think it was the old monkey bars

I don't remember much from that night,
I'm glad I don't,
A few days later you were gone.
And I was still glad.

I never saw you again,
And all I have to remember you,
Is the son you gave me...

Ok thanks for reading but I'll just get to the point. Some people have been saying this is more like a story rather than a poem and you know what, I don't care. I writing it so I can write it however I want. Also just so its clear this poem is not about me, I just like writing in first person because its easier and makes it more personal.