Unforgiven

My mind
Is sickening
Controlled with loneliness
Painted with hurt and damaged thoughts
Disoriented, roaming in the lost
Delicate, you have to be, yet
Deafness, you have to scream
Yet, my wishes

Are clear

Leave me, alone
They say, quiet you voice
To the one who calls my name, lost
Love they feel, I simply abide it
Letting them have one thing
Overshadowed

With guilt

Body numbing
Erupted with sadness
Sadness, yet to overcome
For the one, who could care, for one so sick
A sad smile, burns on my face
The sorrow, felt for them
Showing plainly
Pains me