Pretentious Gardian

Dwell in my soul again
Dig deeper, find my swords of words
They do not mean anything at all
Just fury that my blurry skies still prevail
Reside amongst strings of my emotions
I hate to say that I love you with all your flaws
Tears dashing, they are crushing my troubled mind into pieces
Yet my sun never shines
I sing songs of weariness and fear that you never heard
My lonesomeness sends me to shivers then death
I crave death for all what it frees from
It frees me from Obsession
Blazing agonies of my blasphemous verses of love
You still attempt to fix, and I comply
I am sick of the fire within me, I cannot die
Your attempts are the voices of vanity
For the fire inside is for you
My Pretentious guardian